I am so depressed. What can I do?

Don't ever give up Megan. Life is beautiful after all. Please never surrender. Look for a friend, a pastor, a person of your trust and talk to them how you feel, please relieve yourself, we are all humans capable of suffer and also capable of feeling loved and enjoy of the beautiful things in life. Get involved in a voluntary program, do some sports, that will keep your mind focused and keep you away of drugs or bad habits. Please believe me there are people out there who would love to help you. You are not alone.